~ZaDr- So much change pt. 35~
Chapter 35: Home Sweet Home
Hours later the plane finally landed, which pretty much woke Dib up, he opened his eyes and yawned, looking at Zim with a tired smile.
Zim jolted up from the landing and the voice that let the sleepers know, they were landing. Zim stretched, looking down at Dib with a loving tired smile.
Dib yawned again, and gave Zim a small lick on his neck.
Zim purred, and kissed Dib's head gently. He began to stroke back Dib's hair as he smiled at him widely. "Don't you look handsome when you wake up." He purred.
Dib looked at Zim then chuckled. "Your cute~ and... I can't move, I'm sore." He whined.
Zim giggled at the sweet comment. He got up, and wiggled past Dib with a smile. "I'll be back, my love."
Zim came back after a while, with a flight attendant who helped carry their begs, as Zim picked Dib up and carried him.
The lady asked, with a conerned look. "What's wrong with him?"
Zim looked at her. "Oh. He... can't walk-happened once he got on the plane-but I can carry him." It was a horrible lie, but it seemed to work.
Dib groaned in soft pain and burried his face in Zim's neck. "Why did you persuade me.." He whined pathetically.
Zim smiled. "I didn't force you into anything-you were the one jiggling your butt at me for some fuckings-you begged me." He whispered to Dib with a twisted smirk.
Dib blushed. "No! You were the one who touched, licked, kissed, and sucked at my neck!" He pouted then held onto Zim tight.
Zim smirked and whispered to Dib. "But I didn't know that it was your weak point, until AFTER the sex, silly."
"I hate you now, stop touching my neck." Dib pouted again.
Zim frowned and whimpered sadly. "Y-You can't hate me... I'm your mate... I'm sorry for fucking you..." Zim looked away disappointedly.
Dib looked at Zim with a worried expression. "Not in a hate hate way Zim.. I meant in a 'I hate you dude' way which is playful. You need to know the difference when I play." He said with a worried tone.
Zim smirked. "I was just messing with you." He kissed Dib lovingly on the lips.
"You fuck! Heh, you almost got me right there." Dib pouted. "Where's a taxi when we need one... I just want to go home and bathe."
Zim nodded, calling a cab and getting into it with Dib in his arms. "We'll be home in no time." Zim whispered to Dib with a smile.
Dib sat on Zim's lap and laid his head on Zim's shoulder then groaned in pain from when the cab hit a few bumps.
Zim sighed and whimpered sadly at Dib's pain. "I'm sorry, love." He kissed Dib on the forehead gently.
Dib looked at Zim and gave him a shy look. "Can you kiss me on my neck... I want to get a little pleasure."
Zim frowned. "But that makes you horny... I don't want to hurt you again..." Zim whispered shamefully. He did however start stroking Dib's neck very lightly.
Dib closed his eyes and rested. "That feels nice... and relaxing."
Zim smiled and sighed, stroking it more. "I'm glad."
Dib sighed contently and lightly nibbled on Zim's neck.
Zim moaned and giggled. "Mmm... down boy." He whispered huskily.
Dib giggled and sat up, still on top of Zim. "Heh.. Sorry."
Zim smiled. "Don't be, I'm just saving yourself." Zim then kissed down Dib's neck teasingly. "But I don't help much." He giggled and suckled on Dib's neck for a while.
Dib smiled then closed his eyes, keeping in the moans as he tilted his head back.
Zim smiled at this, and continued to kiss all around Dib's neck.
Dib squeeked then his moan slipped out. "Ziiim~" He blushed then covered his mouth.
Zim giggled and stopped. "Had enough?"
"Y-Yes." Dib moaned and held Zim tight.
Zim giggled and kissed his forehead. "Okay, rest then. I'll give you more when we get home if you please."
"Are we home yet?" Dib whined.
"Yeah." Zim nodded, picking Dib up and taking him inside after paying the taxi person. Zim walked in and placed Dib on the couch, not seeing GIR around.
Dib had just found a note on the couch. "Zim... Th-There's a note."
"Oh, what does it say?" Zim asked, sitting by Dib and rubbing Dib's butt to sooth it.
Dib smiled from the rubbing then read it. "It's from Gir... H-He... He broke himself, well disabled himself and hid his robotic body somewhere around the house where you can't find it, it also says that you never gave a damn about him, so that's why he 'killed' himself." Dib quoted at the kill, knowing that robots can't kill but can destroy.
Zim stopped rubbing Dib's butt and snatched the letter out of his hand in horror. "WHAT?!" Zim's eyes began to water. "Fuck, GIR! I do love him! I love him with my heart, he was... was... all I had in life!" Zim began to cry and got up. "Dib, you stay here. I'm going to find GIR."
"I'll help find him too, but we need to split up and search." Dib said as he got off the couch with shaky knees.
Zim frowned. "No! You need to rest. Me and Computer can find him." Zim pushed him back down gently and kissed him with teary eyes.
Dib frowned and nodded as he laid down. "Okay, and good luck."
Zim sniffed and called to the computer. "Computer, please look everywhere in the base for GIR. In the ground, in the air vents- EVERYWHERE!" Zim sobbed and ran down to the lab to look for GIR with teary eyes.
"Processing data. . . Sir Unit Gir is located somewhere master will never look... under master's bed." The computer said lazily.
Zim rushed to his room and went under his bed.
Gir was of course under the bed, de-activated and a few wires pulled out of his system.
Zim pulled him out with teary eyes. "You stupid fool." He cried and held GIR's dead body, trying to shove all the wires back in him to try and fix him.
Of course the robot was still dead and had no recovery.
Zim sniffled as he went to a work table, and tried his best to make him work, but it took him some hours. He told the computer to let Dib know he found GIR and was working on him, and to tell him he should continue to rest.
Dib fell asleep shortly after the computer told him to rest.
Zim finally fixed GIR and started him up, hoping it would work.
A few minutes later the blue light from Girs eyes started, the SIR-Unit stood up and saluted. "Gir, reporting for duty."
Zim smiled happily and hugged Gir tightly. "Gir! You stupid robot, why did you do that to me?! I love you!" Zim sobbed and held Gir tightly.
Gir frowned, then looked at Zim. "I am not... belonging to you sir, I am merely just a robot slave."
Zim sobbed. "No... You aren't... You are more then that... I'm sorry for distreating you..." Zim whimpered sadly.
Gir's antenna lit up, looking at Zim for a second then looked down. "My mission is complete... To make you happy, to find happiness, which you did, and now I must self destruct."
Zim shook his head. "No." He whispered. "No! You can't! That wasn't your mission! Your mission was to help me with my mission, and be a faithful Sir Unit!" Zim glared at Gir with watery eyes. "You can't do this to me! I can't lose you, you're... my... my... friend... More so than Dib, because you've been here for me from the start!"
Gir nodded then looked at Zim. "Fine I'll stay... For you."
Zim smiled and hugged Gir tightly. "Thank you, Gir!"
Gir smiled and hugged Zim back.
Zim smiled. "Let's go tell Dib we found you! We were so worried!"
Gir nodded then looked down with a frown. "Alright.."
Zim looked at Gir in wonderment. "Gir... Are you... jealous of Dib?"
"Why would I be jealous of a human! A human that's more... Better.." Gir frowned.
Zim frowned. "Gir, why are you jealous of Dib?" Zim asked kindly.
"I'm a scrap of shit... Nothing more, nothing to love about.." Gir frowned more.
"No you aren't. Well not now anyways. Your rich and smarter than before, Gir, but still has that cute quirkiness about you. You are something, Gir..." Zim smiled at Gir gently. "You shouldn't be jealous... You're part of this family."
"I'm not meant to be smart, the smartness is not what you like, you only love dumb Gir." Gir sighed.
Zim frowned. "Do I?" He mumbled under his breath. "When have I yelled at you, when you were smart?" Zim asked crossly.
"By your motion... You only miss old Gir." Gir said.
Zim frowned and sighed. "Gir, you are so stubborn! Yes, I miss your more bubblyself, because if you were like that, you wouldn't have killed yourself!" Zim shouted.
Gir backed away from Zim then looked at him. "What! Are you saying! I'm crazy! Why did you even bring me back? To insult me!? That's.... That's not right." He frowned then wiped the tears from his eyes.
"I brought you back because I love you! I've said that and explained it, but you are being too stubborn to realize that, so I'll just have to tell you in a the harsher way!" Zim shouted with a glare. "Your like a brother to me- a really good and best friend! And I didn't SAY you were crazy, just different now than before! Your more NORMAL and SANE now! Your the only SANE one around here, GIR! And that's very backwards. So suck it up, and just stay here with me!" Zim growled. "We shouldn't be fighting over this- I saved your LIFE! It's about TIME I repaid you, don't you think?" Zim glared and Gir. "You have no idea how much you mean to me- and you are still that stupid ass Sir Unit if you can't get it through your metal head full of bubblegum and cupcakes!"
Gir sighed then then looked down. "Why do you love me? I've caused you pain in the past."
Zim growled at Gir. "I've already explained it! I'm not explaining myself again!" Zim crossed his arms and huffed. "If you can't get it in your mind, then so be it!" Zim stormed off and went up stairs to see a sleeping Dib. Zim sighed, trying to calm himself down as he sat by Dib and stroked Dib's hair, with really no affection whatsoever. He was still staring at the ground crossly.
Dib yawned then curled into himself with a soft snore.
Zim smiled weakly at Dib and sighed again, mad at himself and Gir for from there little argument. Zim kissed Dib on the cheek gently. "Dib..." He whispered, to see if he would wake up.
Dib turned to face Zim, then looked at him with heavy eyes, rubbing at it tiredly. "Mm.. Wh-What."
Zim smiled weakly, but his eyes were sad. "S-Sorry I woke you..." Zim whispered. "I was just curious how deep of a sleep you were in." Zim blushed and rubbed Dib's head lovingly. Zim wanted to keep his mind off of Gir, because it made him really upset, so he tried to start a conversation. "H-How... is your butt doing?"
Dib looked at him tiredly then closed his eyes. "It's a bit sore..."
Zim nodded, he couldn't stop thinking about how Gir was reacting, he regretted leaving him down there. "Dib, just rest. I'm going to check on Gir." Zim sighed and kissed Dib's forehead before heading down to the lab.
Gir hid back under the bed and played with his hands, upset about all this as well.
"Gir? Gir, where are you?" Zim asked in a sorrowful tone.
"Under here..." Gir said in a depressed tone.
Zim got down and looked under the bed, frowning sadly at his blue depressed eyes. "Gir... I'm sorry I shouted at you- But I already explained it to you." Zim sighed heavily. "And why would you kill yourself because I'm happy with Dib? If your mission is to make me happy, killing yourself would make me sad- I would never be the same without you." Zim's hand reached out to Gir, wiggling his fingers at him as if he was fishing for a frightened kitty.
Gir looked at Zim then sighed heavily, his hand reaching out for Zim's and grabbed it.
Zim smirked heavily, squeezing his hand tightly and pulling him out from under the bed and hugging him tightly in his arms.
Gir frowned then hid his face in Zim's chest.
Zim smiled at him. "Oooh, stop being sad. I'm giving you a hug."
Gir smiled weakly. "Y-Yeah... You are." He said almost happily.
"What's wrong?" Zim asked.
"It's nothing... You usually never hug me much." Gir said before looking up at Zim.
Zim blushed. "I've... grown... a heart... And you deserve a hug."
Gir's eyes and antennas flashed, he sighed then smiled at Zim. "Well... I see those 3 years have changed us both, hu?"
Zim nodded. "I guess in a good way." He shrugged and sat up. "And a sleepy someone wants to see you. He missed you while we were away."
Gir frowned then looked at Zim. "Um... I don't recommend seeing him at the moment, i h-had a future vision, and right now he's awake and on his phone.. arguing with Gaz at the moment, he's not in a lovey dovey mood at the moment." Gir shook.
Zim blinked in shock. "About what?!" He frowned sadly.
"Uh... She's thinking about moving out with Tak, and... That she was mad at Dib one night then told him that she fucked Tak 3 times on his bed, also their dad is coming to their house to talk to Dib about his future, Dib is very stressed by the emotions I'm detecting." Gir held his head.
Zim frowned. "I'm sorry Gir, but I need to go up there. You can stay here." Zim said, then went up stairs to find Dib yelling in the phone, and walked up to him slowly, hoping to comfort him.
Dib huffed angry then ranted more through the phone. "YOUR SO FUCKING STUPID! What will dad think! Fuck, your lucky your not here!!"
"... Dib?" Zim called out shyly. "What's going on?" He asked, even though he knew.
Dib didn't hear Zim through the intense yelling Gaz was saying, he clenched his fists then hissed. "I WILL FUCK YOU UP! BUT... Your fucking lucky I won't... and Dad would be dissapointed in you if he heard what you were going to do."
"Dib!" Zim shouted, then he glared. "Dib, hang up." He hissed towards him.
Dib huffed. "Okay whatever... But I don't want you EVER calling me back, your not my sister!" Dib closed his eyes then opened it wide with anger as he threw his cell phone hard at the wall before storming out the door.
"DIB!" Zim called out and rushed out of the door and chased after him. "Dib, come back here! Where are you going?" He asked tearfully.
"I'm going out!" Dib huffed, breathing heavily from the intense yelling as he walked down the street.
Zim caught up to Dib and grabbed his shoulder and turned him around sharply. "Dib! You are not leaving, just calm down first!"
Dib panted a bit then sighed heavily. "F-Fine..." He looked down then un-clenched his fists.
Zim took his hands and held them. "You can dig your nails into my hands if you need to, squeeze them as hard as you can to calm down. I'm here for you." Zim smiled at Dib and pulled him close and kissed his lips gently.
Dib kept his gaze to the floor then stayed quiet with teary eyes.
Zim took away one hand to stroke Dib's hair lovingly. "Dib... Want to talk about it?" He asked kindly.
Dib looked at Zim then got closer to him, holding the alien tight in his arms and resting his face in Zim's shoulder and crying heavily on it.
Zim squeezed him tightly and rubbed his neck and back lovingly. "Sssh... Dib... I love you, and you are the greatest living thing on this Earth." He whispered to Dib. "I don't know what you guys talked about, but I want you to know, you are very much loved." He spoke again with a gentle kind voice.
Dib sobbed more, his hands gripping at Zim's shirt. "Please... T-Take me h-home."
Zim nodded. "Want me to carry you?" He asked, he bet Dib wasn't in the mood to walk nor could because of his sore butt.
"Y-Yes... Please.." Dib spoke softly.
Zim picked him up and kissed his head and face as they walked back home.
Once there, Zim placed Dib back down on the couch and snuggled with him lovingly. "Dib... I love you..." He whispered, kissing him and rocking him in his arm.
Dib gripped Zim's shirt tight then whimpered lightly.
"Sssh, Diiib... It's okay, I got you." Zim rocked him and caved in on Dib, completely covering him with darkness and comfort.
"Make me feel happy... I can't be sad." Dib sobbed, sitting up and wiping his tears.
Zim pulled away and smiled at Dib. He began to tickle his sides lightly, to see how he would react.
Dib looked at Zim and squirmed a bit. "It's not working much.." He moved onto Zim's lap then rested his chin on Zim's shoulder.
Zim sighed and kissed Dib gently on the lips. "What will help?" He asked sweetly, stroking Dib's cheek.
Dib nuzzled his face into Zim's neck and frowned. "Eh... I don't know."
Zim frowned too, then remembered Dib's weakness. Zim began to stroke Dib's neck lovingly and kiss down it.
Dib gripped at Zim's shirt and shivered lightly.
"Does this help?" Zim asked curiously.
"I-It... Feels nice.." Dib spoke softly, wiping the tears from his face again.
Zim smiled and stroked his neck more. "It makes you happier, then I'll continue."
Dib closed his eyes then nuzzled more into Zim with soft moans.
Zim smiled as he continued to rub his neck lovingly, and Zim closed his eyes because he was getting very relaxed as well.
"Take me to bed?" Dib asked.
Zim nodded and carried Dib off to bed.
Down in the lab Zim laid Dib down on the bed and snuggled with him, continuing to stroke his neck and give him small kisses to the lips.
Dib didn't feel good at the moment... Just depressed as he curled into himself and cried into his hands.
Zim sighed and pulled Dib close. "Dib, I think it's about time we talk about this, what happened?" Zim nuzzled into his hair and kissed his head as he held him tightly.
Dib slipped his cold hands up Zim's shirt, roaming around his chest. Dib looked up at Zim with teary eyes. "... I feel so bad.."
Zim shivered from the cold touch, but didn't protest against it. He stroked Dib's cheek. "For yelling at your sister? What did she say?"
"There were some secrets in my room... Horrible secrets even you couldn't handle, it's hidden in a locked box in my room... and she opened it and saw it." Dib cried more.
Zim frowned and looked at him curiously. "What was in it?" He asked in a whisper.
"I... I can't say it.. It's not right." Dib cried, removing his hands from Zim
Zim frowned, he held Dib's hands and kissed them gently. "You can tell me. Please tell me Dib. I'll always love you."
Dib wiped his tears then frowned. "During the first year you left... I've kept a few knives, and of course it was covered in blood, but... It wasn't my blood." Dib sighed. "I've kept old photos of the victims i murdered, they were from our skool, i murdered the guys who made fun of me..." Dib got off the couch then walked to the corner of the wall.
Zim sighed and sat up. "You are full of troubles aren't you?" He frowned and got up as he went over to Dib and kissed him. He smiled. "Do you think an irken invader would give a shit about you killing some humans?" Zim rubbed his neck lightly. "Do you regret it?"
"I didn't like it... I've left people alive, I'd leave them on the floor with only one arm gone, or a leg. I stole things, I've smoked, drank, and did drugs..." Dib sobbed into his hands.
Zim frowned. "It's the past Dib, you are just insane, but I still love you no matter what you are in that head of yours!" Zim kissed Dib deeply on the lips.
"No! I can never be forgiven... It's not right, I deserve to be dead." Dib moved his face away from Zim then sobbed. "I don't deserve to be loved.."
Zim's heart broke from that. "No! Shut up! I'm going to love you forever and always. And if you die, I'll die!"
"You don't have to die because of me... I'm not worth the effort." Dib frowned then slid down to floor on his back, hiding his face in his knees.
Zim got down on his knees. "You are being stubborn. I love you, and I would die without you." He said calmly.
Dib sobbed more in his knees. "I'm such a screw up.."
Zim frowned. "You are... But that doesn't matter, Dib. I love you. I love you because you are a screw up."
"Screw up... Another word, a word everyone one calls me." Dib moved his head away from his knees with a tear stained face.
Zim sighed. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I called you that. But, everyone is a screw up. I am a screw up. I screwed up many times in my life." Zim stroked Dib's face gently.
Dib stood up then looked at Zim. "Let's go to bed." He said calmly.
Zim nodded and walked him back to the bed and snuggled with him lovingly. "Dib... I love you." He whispered as he kissed him.
Dib frowned then curled into Zim.
Zim held Dib tightly as he fell asleep.